Mother's Day 2009

It has been quite awhile since I wrote in here. I've started school and between school and work and sleeping when I can it fills up my day. But it is Mother's day again and of course my thoughts are of Jeremy again. It was suggested that I look at some pictures and really concentrate on remembering the good times we had together on vacations and things. I said I wished I had pictures but they are all up north and Sarah and them haven't sent any down to me. Maybe I should just have them put a bunch in a box and send them and I could do things with them myself.

Jeremy used to enjoy going to Wisconsin Dells. One of our favorite attractions was the Wisconsin Ducks. We enjoyed the ride through the woods and over water and laughed at all their silly jokes. Sometimes Jeremy would like to ride it twice. He also enjoyed the boat tour too. Mom was with us one time when we took the boat tour and then we went to the Indian Ceremony at night. Jeremy thought that was really neat. We all enjoyed watching the dog jump across the chasm. Another thing he enjoyed there was Tommy Bartlett's Water Show. He would just crack up when that guy would do the sound affects show at the end.

For some reason this post sounds as blah as I feel. I guess I just have to take it as it comes. I should do something special to mark this day for myself, I just haven't figured out a way to make it special. Maybe I'll think of something. What are you when you don't have any children anymore? Are you still a mother? I hurt like a mother, but my son is off in a far land and I'll never see him again on this earth. I hope the time is not too long before I'll see him again in the land that is fairer than day.