I can't believe that in two weeks time Jeremy will be gone a year already. How can life go on like that? There are days when I'm actually quite happy. I wonder how that can be. Then sometimes I almost feel guilty because I am happy. Should I be? I have just learned to accept whatever frame of mind I am in and just do the best I can each day that I have. Maybe I've said the same thing before, I don't know, but that is what thoughts are in my mind tonight. Down in Arizona it is very nice weather and I was thinking of taking out my camera and taking some pictures of the mountains and cactus and trees around. There really is beauty in God's creation. You can see the beauty of God in His creation. Just like He cares for everything in nature, he cares for us too. He gives us a reason to go on. I'm not sure what that is yet, but I think for now it is just letting his love shine through me. I've heard that in Wisconsin and Michigan they have some very cold weather. There is beauty in the brown trees and the white snow as well. But me, I love to look at it, but not so much walk around in it. I give credit to those who can tolerate it. I'm just a snow bird.